How you doin? Me, i'm just keeping it real Nothing exciting has happened. Monday, I got my ring resized from Corey. I wear a 4 instead of 5 1/2 and ill never know if its too bigg now bc Corey is never gonna give it back to me and im like til we're married and he's like nu-uh im not giving it back then either and im like fine..geezul hes a butt LoL

  Tuesday, I went up 2 the basketbal tournament (wilmington college). We lost to East Clinton.

  2day, I went back up to the tournamment and we played Wilmington for 3rd place and lost 69-49. The refs fn suck GOSH! it p'd me off so much...they were fouling left and right and like on purpose but oh no we barely touch them automatic foul! Gawd I dislike refs so much!! Gr! lol

  2morrow I am chillin' with Kacy! It is gonna be awesome! And, thanks to her I get to drive again! She is fn awesome! lol We're going to go hit up the mall, then texas roadhouse then to the JV game @ Wilmington High School. This is gonna be an eventful day I can feel it haha but, its gonna be a blast bc we always have fun teeheehee. I miss hanging out with her and my friends :( what a loser I am lol

  My mom and dad's 25th ann. was tuesday the 28th. It was really sweet the card my dad got my mom i didnt know my dad could be sweet like that and we went and got her snowbabies bc she loves to collect them things.  

  New years eve...im prolly going out to my aunts and corey is going with me hehe I finally get a new years kiss. You know I miss him LoL Though hes been back sunday. We saw each other for 3 hours actually 2 bc he fell asleep lol Monday I was gone most of the time at the mall so it was about 4 hours or so tuesday we talked on the phone for an hour then his game and yeah i saw him but that doesnt count lol bc im forced to do that jpjp and we didnt talk after the game really just kinda said hi 2day we didnt talk at all and i saw him at the game and afterwards we talked and we kissed like 5 times. i think he misses me as much as i miss him *bummer* :( I dunno why but I just had that feeling 2nite bc he was talking to his mom and i was standing there beside her and they were talking about sumthing and im just standing there being as patient as i could be lol and he looks at me and jsut the look in his eyes told it all and he comes up the stairs a little more and leans over and gives me a kiss and im thinking *awe* & i know i wont get to hang out with him 2morrow either which i know i should feel bad but i do i mean hello i get to hang out with the one and only kacy but i miss corey. but i do have to see him all day friday, saturday and sunday so i guess i shouldnt complain haha For some reason, now im being more serious about this, its to the point where he means alot to me and im just trying to figure out where it all stands and i know its good but im just thinking bc God forbid ive had alot of thinking time. & i know i say it all the time but he really does mean alot to me and i cant let that go. I cant even think about him ever being gone from me it just crushes my heart and i want to cry. but i know that wont happen but its hard not to think about i dunno, i just wish he knew how much i love him but its too hard to explain bc words cant even begin to describe it and im sure he feels the same way its so weird but at the same time the greatest feeling ever.

   okay im done rambeling haha i need to be gettin to bed talk to ya floks laidher
toodles welp...see ya later

                                xoxo,
                                 ~april karin~
P.s. I love Corey M.